2009-09-16 10:20 pm

--but the din in my head, it's too much and it's no good--

This week has so far been chock full of Dayjobbery (tm). Although my dayjob is still a dayjob of unmitigated awesome, and this week has been especially awesome (guess who reported her first question period today! Guess who got to go to a farmer's market on the front lawn at lunch and score herbes de Provence bread and apple blossom honey and peaches!), the dayjob, when in full swing, is tiring. Last night I curled up with Darkman* and my knitting and sort of stared in a haze, because that was all I was good for. Tonight, well. It's 10:30, I'm vaguely behind on everything, and I'm only now starting to have a semblance of a brain again. Eesh.

So given that I have no brain and don't expect to until Saturday?

Meme. And an interesting one, this time:

Give me the title of a story I’ve never written, and feedback telling me what you liked best about it, and I will tell you any of: the first sentence, the last sentence, the thing that made me want to write it, the biggest problem I had while writing it, why it almost never got submitted to magazines, the scene that hit the cutting room floor but that I wish I’d been able to salvage, or something else that I want readers to know.

If something strikes me right, I'll probably actually try to write it. In which case all thanks and credit will be given, but y'know. Be prepared for that.

*I haven't seen it in ages. And OH MY GOD that is a bad movie. I'm still hugely fond, but. Wow. Bad movie.
2009-09-14 12:33 pm

Sell out with me tonight.

Due to a string of stunning coincidences, I ended up walking into work this morning with a Starbucks coffee of a more-than-five-word name* in one hand and my dry cleaning in the other.**

Yes. I picked up my dry cleaning on the way to work. I am a person who now has dry cleaning and walks with it industriously down busy downtown streets, slurping her fancy latte as she goes.

Today, I am a hilarious New York chick-lit stereotype. :D

*Insomnia! Slept a little late! Had to pick something up on the way in!
**I am reporting in the House twice this week and reporting a committee the day after those! My jacket smelled! It's dry clean only, and if I bring it here and leave it here, that's one less thing to worry about in the morning tomorrow!
2009-07-27 01:04 am

Cracked a piece of broken glass--

July 26, 2009 Progress Notes:

Saturnalia

Words today: 400.
Words total: 4200.
Reason for stopping: Oops. One in the morning again.

Munchies: Nachos, which was probably a waste of good Balderson cheddar, but eh.

Darling du Jour: The mirror was still cracked. He glanced at his quartered face just in passing; a funhouse thing rough and long-jawed and two days overdue for a shave. He'd got too old for the habit of watching himself before noon.

Things Yet to Cough Up Their Names: Some club two levels up; its owner, who apparently owes Zeke precisely two favours; the band name Zeke and Gregory have been gigging under.
Mean Things: The beginnings of an attempt to deal with Narrative Prophecy in a rational, practical manner. This isn't going to go well.
Research Roundup: Meth, some reference photos for Zeke and Kaira.
Books in progress: China Mieville, The City and the City.
The glamour: Family brunch this morning, followed by a work session with [livejournal.com profile] bunnyhero et al at the Starbucks, wherein I did some consistency checking on Above and wrenched a scene back into true. I have about two more things to check there before handing back that revision.


Perils of Writing Junkies, subpoint #235823: they will sometimes earworm you with songs you haven't heard in twelve years and yet remember all the lyrics to, just because the chorus involves the phrase "speed freak". And then you have to find the song.

I don't have much tonight; mostly thinking ahead. The stories for my Worldcon writing workshop section are in, and I have to look those over this week and apply crit-fu to them, as well as keep on keeping on in the quest to fill the hole in the September Ideomancer TOC, which is becoming pretty critical. And there's the matter of a Shadow Unit DVD extra. And I'm doing my first stint committee reporting at The Dayjob this week. And the con's in a little under a week and a half.

Eek.

Lists will be made until morale improves.
2009-05-04 11:03 pm

Oh, and a good way to freak the shit out of oneself?

Get your first annual pension statement in the mail, which includes your early and normal retirement dates and what your pension would be (barring apocalypse) on this salary, if you retire then.

The date for the normal one is May 2047.

(Ohgodstop I'm only 26. >.<)
2009-04-28 06:23 pm

Today's litany of Qualified Good Shit (tm)

Despite today starting with getting poured on on the way to work, forgetting my lunch at home, and the elevators at work not working?

1) The sun is shining in a most delightful way.

2) I checked outside and I have radishes and lettuce sprouting.

3) I will be starting training for an additional work responsibility at the end of this week, which:
  • a) will make me a fully operational battle station member of the Dayjob; and
  • b) bodes well for my performance appraisal, also at the end of the week.

4) Clockwork Phoenix editor [livejournal.com profile] time_shark has demonstrated the existence of the Clockwork Phoenix 2 ARC, wherein resides "Six", the roof-sheep apocalypse story, as well as much other fine fiction by other people whose livejournal this ain't. *g*

5) Getting sushi for dinner (actually deferred sushi I earned by revising 130 pages on Sunday).

6) I have alllll evening to revise this book to the end. Or as close as I can get it.


Some days? It's just good. :)

Tell me yours!
2009-04-22 06:31 pm

Today, in balance

(And first off, thank you for the people who dropped nice notes in the comments of the last post. :) )

Things that bugged me today:

The guy driving the rusting-out SUV with the licence plate GLBLWRMR. Screw you, buddy.

The still-pervasive idea that by not exposing someone to an idea in the media or through official/parental channels (and we're talking stuff like smoking, drinking, sex, etc. etc.) people will not do those things out of some pure, unstained ignorance. I don't know why anyone thinks that works. The television didn't make your child pick up that cigarette, they chose. Because people choose, even when they're young, and then it is for them to live with those choices or make new ones.

There is a distressing lack of sunshine in my life that needs to be addressed.


Things that made me happy today:

The eleven (!) hours of sleep I got last night after some serious insomnia.

That even though work remains like having rocks continuously piled upon you as you vainly try to complete the last rocks (er, tasks. Whatever), several of the rocks were shorter and smaller and more easily accomplished today than we had expected them to be. And that means my rock-shoveling tomorrow and Friday will be vastly lighter. Mmmm. :)

The sheer volume of anonymously laid-out snacks on the signout desk at work. There were Timbits in the morning and *insert awed tone* Tickleberry's cherries in the afternoon. Tickleberry's! I usually don't get those more than once a year! *glee*

That my hand is fussing still (I strained it badly last Tuesday; see above re: work and many rocks) but appears to be recovering every day, and it's not bad enough today to stop me from doing some revising.

My African violet is in full bloom, and it's beautiful.

My new tiny work teapot (with matching teacup), which holds about two-three cups of loffly tea.

The Marco Polo from Mariage Freres that [livejournal.com profile] dolphin__girl brought me back from Paris for Christmas, which I put in my tiny teapot.

The way the tea leaves curled open in my cup.

The smell of my Marco Polo, which I just sat and smelled for ten minutes or so. Luckily I work with tea people and this was not taken as superlatively weird.

Really, a good cup of tea counts for a lot in my day.


I think we know which side's winning. :)
2009-04-09 11:53 pm

I'm not sure that it's business of yours, but I do like to waltz with the log driver

I am (still) much too tired and fried to be getting any actual work done (six hours or less of sleep a night for the last week or so. I'm not underslept enough to be hallucinating, but we're getting there), but it appears to be semi-official: I'll be returning to do two episodes for Shadow Unit's next season ETA: thereby, [livejournal.com profile] matociquala informs me, being officially on staff.

[livejournal.com profile] blackholly's doing a second tour of duty too, along with the regular writer's room: [livejournal.com profile] coffeeem, [livejournal.com profile] matociquala, [livejournal.com profile] stillsostrange and [livejournal.com profile] truepenny. Planning is happening. Much anomalousness to follow!

Long weekend to follow too, thankyouGod. Dayjob, while always gentle, considerate, and willing to surprise me with dinner by the fireplace on the bearskin rug, has been seriously hectic for the past few weeks. It's something like death by pressing, but you get donuts and chocolate while they stack the work on top of your fragile, whimpering ribcage. So four days off, all in a row, is something like a miracle to me right now. I plan to cook a bunch, hit Kensington Market if the weather holds, catch up on my sleep, write words, revise words, and slap up an actual Public Accountability list once I'm awake enough to have a brain.

Which isn't now.

Night, internets.
2009-03-23 09:45 pm

Good! versus Bad!, also the abyss.

GOOD!

Nice busy day at work today.

BAD!

...most of which I spent dizzy and feverish.

GOOD!

Luckily, I did have a prescription for Naproxen and a nasal spray that is supposed to help clear up the sinusitis, and the Naproxen works; I think this is the first time in several weeks that my head hasn't hurt. And yes, I mean nonstop. One can apparently get used to a thing.

BAD!

Pity I didn't think of filling that prescription last week, when I got it. :p

GOOD!

At least I have a drug plan now for all the Getting Sick I've been doing since November.

BAD!

Why am I getting sick so much since November?

Bonus GOOD!

Even though I am dizzy/sick, in my humble opinion I was superlatively hot today (grey tights + knee-length officey skirt + black leather jacket + blue beret and handwarmers I made myself = really pretty hot, actually).

Bonus BAD!

I tried on the third-done sweater I have been working on for a month last night and the armholes are halfway down my boobs. Apparently this pattern Makes Assumptions About You based on your bust size. I may have to rip the whole thing and restart. >.<

Maybe tomorrow I'll be reconciled to that, but right now? Gah.

...oh, Bonus! BONUS! GOOD!

I bought my Worldcon membership!
leahbobet: (bat signal)
2009-02-23 10:55 pm

Shut your eyes and sing to me.

February 23, 2009 Progress Notes:

Above

Pages today: 14.
Pages total: 54/367.

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
54 / 367
(14.7%)


Reason for stopping: Chapter 2 down, and I have the early shift at work tomorrow.

Munchies: Pasta and the end of a bar of Green & Black's; nettle tea.
Books in progress: Robert Graves, The Long Week-end.
The glamour: Annual physical at the *expletive*-crack of dawn this morning so I could make it there and still get to work on time. Despite my veins being painted in like, neon blue on my arm? The lab nurse had to stab me three times to locate one. This was suboptimal. Luckily, the day improved drastically from there.


I reread the work I did last night before starting this work to check if it meshed and smooth it over, and it gutted me like a fish for a tidy second time.

I think that means it works.

Also, according to fellow Intrepid Dayjobbers, the adjectival form of Batman is Batmanly. That's your breaking news from the Dayjob for this working day. The Ontario Government: we're concerned about The Batman.
2009-02-04 09:48 pm

Thud: Sugar

February 4, 2009 Progress Notes:

"Sugar"

Words today: 2200.
Words total: 27,550.
Reason for stopping: I am only still going because there is nothing else to do with my evening except writing, and it occurred to me that maybe I could have a bath instead. This is called the Having No Life method of literary production.

Books in progress: Robert Graves, The Long Week-end; Claudia Dey, Stunt.
The glamour: Dayjobbery, a crit, bit of Ideo work, dishes, calumny.


I am pleased to report that the scene that would not die has been hunted to its lair and slaughtered like the pig it is. Pork tonight at the Casa, my fine little scene. :p

We located a few fabulous things at the Dayjob today, foremost of which was the record of the first debate of Parliament in 1946* (we think they were in recess for a bunch of 1945 due to an election). The volume in which this is located is long and large, folio-bound, floppy, with those gorgeous uneven edges on the paper. The type is old-school typewriter Courier, double-spaced, the kind they show you in noir movies. Parliament that year opened with a speech about how they all expected the Pacific theatre to take longer, and how it was cut short by 'the miracle of the atom'.

I petted this book a lot. Living history, people. It is completely effing wondrous.

*We have some 1944 too, but I haven't had a chance to sit down with it and page through.
2008-12-05 11:17 pm
Entry tags:

Also, sometimes I am smug.

I have an e-mail in my inbox from my alma mater (hey, I can say that now! Look, I graduated from a place!) that tells me: "Get your resume-worthy alumni e-mail account."

You now belong to an impressive inner circle of U of T alumni. And with that hard-earned diploma comes a helping hand from your Alma Mater.

The perks begin with an alumni email account, as in "your.name@alumni.utoronto.ca." It's a resumé-worthy email that says, "Hey, future boss, I graduated from one of the world's top universities."

It is accompanied by a banner ad that shows various early twentysomething people being slackery, long-haired, and iPod-listening next to e-mails like carbzilla2000@yahoo.com or frothymuskrat@hotmail.com, and then they get all cleaned up and professional and corporate with their alumni e-mail.

(I admit I'm a little offended that my World's Top University thinks I spent all that time there so I could job-hunt -- a month after my convocation, which means five months after classes let out, so I don't know whose thumb I'm supposed to have been sitting on for five months -- with boobies@hotmail.com. But this is not that post. This is the post where I'm smug.)

So now I have a terrible temptation to write them back and be like "Oh, think that's professional and attention-getting and forward-thinking? How about [WORK E-MAIL]?"

I never said I was always good. :D
2008-11-27 12:27 am

And the work I'm supposed to be doing.

November 26, 2008 Progress Notes:

"Sugar"

Words today: 600.
Words total: 2950.
Reason for stopping: It's 12:30 and I should be bedwards.

Books in progress: Vernor Vinge, A Fire Upon the Deep; Robert Graves, The Long Week-end.
The glamour: Dayjobbery and more dayjobbery and a trip to Canadian Tire after work to get some pots for my little plants at work. I should have been at a tenants' association meeting too, but I just wasn't up to it.


I admit to picking up my Graves book out of both excitement for having it (true fact: I unwrapped it from the Amazon box in the middle of a very fancy Yorkville men's clothing store while waiting for my dad to finish getting his coat fitted, during the great Family Coat-Buying Extravaganza of Saturday [because both my parents needed coats too, so we made a day with brunch out of it], because I could not wait until I got home) and a certain fatigue with the Vinge. A Fire Upon the Deep is a cool book full of fabulous concepts and good writing, but it's about one group of people going to rescue another. Very slowly. I have reached a bit of an "are we there yet?" point with it.

We are not there yet. I'm putting it down for a bit until I stop being tempted to skip ahead to There.

Luckily, the Robert Graves book is both perfectly what I needed in terms of research (read: already giving me ideas) and, while treating the subject matter appropriately, occasionally wittily hilarious. I will be keeping my eye out for other sources, but. I think this one is going to get leaned on hard.
2008-11-20 10:19 pm
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Dayjob Snacks Patrol

Since I know you were missing this vital information:

Monday: Little chocolaty squares.
Tuesday: Chocolate wafer cookie things and green grapes.
Wednesday: Mocha wafers.
Today: Jelly bellies and Werthers.

You may return to your usual business.
2008-11-03 11:28 pm

Thud: Sugar

November 3, 2008 Progress Notes:

"Sugar"

Words today: 250.
Words total: 2350.
Reason for stopping: A page is what I expected out of myself, and a page is what I got.
Munchies: Mandarin oranges and cottage cheese.

Books in progress: Geoff Ryman, The Child Garden.
The glamour: Despite my avowed love of sleeping in, I really do prefer a 9:30-5:30 day to the 11-7 version. I got home and it was dark. This is suboptimal.


News! [livejournal.com profile] stillsostrange signed a three-book deal with Orbit, and you should each and every one of you go throw confetti and cute puppies at her! Go!

That is all from this working stiff!
2008-11-01 12:43 am

Met the Ghost of Stephen Foster at the Hotel Paradise...

We did not meet any ghosts today (possibly alas to that, but only possibly, since one is apparently a pusher). But a good chunk of the office went on a lunch hour field trip to the Ghost Tour that was put on for Assembly staff, wherein we got to do things like eat candy, hear about the at least half-dozen ghosts that Queen's Park has, and go in the attic.

The attic is incredible. Even if you aren't a geek about architecture like me. It has sweeping bridge-support roof beams and brick walls and wood and wood and wood.

(Do you see those two little towers in the picture? I was so in them.)

Do a public tour of the building if you ever get a chance. It's so worth it.


After work, I fled Halloween with [livejournal.com profile] delta_november and went to the ROM instead to see the diamonds exhibit.

Go click that link. Note who's the sponsor on the banner.

That'll tell you all you need to know.

In order to clean the taste of propagandist capitalism selloutery from our mouths, we did the dinosaurs really quickly before the museum closed. This worked. While skeletal dinosaurs were terrifying to me as a kid (even though I was fascinated by them) they mostly look like goofy puppydogs now. Whee! I'm gonna eat you! Yay!

Also, gigantic land sloth, massive fossil turtle, and armadilloes.

There are some rather amusing juxtapositions in the new dinosaur gallery. Behold the Canadian Antlered Glacier! Reshaping your landscape, eh!



(Some things really just do beg to be put on the internets.)


And with that, I shall wander to bed, as I have two (2) whole chickens (they were on buy one get one free at the College Park Dominion -- Torontonian chickenovores, take note) and I must get up tomorrow to do something with them. That may involve roasting. Or soup. Something.
2008-10-09 08:14 pm

Announcementy Announcements Last All Autumn Long

Two more, because they love to wait until just after I've done an announcements post:

The autumn issue of Goblin Fruit is live! And contains my "Going Back", which I am willing to tell you was written in reply to Theodora Goss's "Pip and the Fairies".

It also contains poetry from [livejournal.com profile] sovay, [livejournal.com profile] kythiaranos, [livejournal.com profile] samhenderson, [livejournal.com profile] bachsoprano, [livejournal.com profile] seajules, [livejournal.com profile] grayrose76, [livejournal.com profile] csecooney, Jacqueline West, Ursula Whitcher, Marigny Michel, Marlo Dianne, Joshua Gage, Clare Walker, Susan Moorhead, Kristine Ong Muslim, Corey Mesler, and Rosalind Casey. So really, it's replete with awesome and you should go read it.

Secondly, another review of Clockwork Phoenix from [livejournal.com profile] bibliogramma, along with three other Norilana titles:

And finally, an annual themed anthology series devoted to “fantastic literature” (or literary fantasy, whichever you prefer): “works that sidestep expectations in beautiful and unsettling ways, that surprise with their settings and startle with the manner in which they cross genre boundaries, that aren't afraid to experiment with storytelling techniques, and yet seamlessly blend form with meaningful function.” Authors such as Tanith Lee, Ekaterina Sedia, Catherynne Valente, Leah Bobet, Marie Brennan, Vandana Singh, Cat Sparks and John Grant deliver cutting-edge fantasy. Again, I found the anthology a bit uneven, but with more than enough interesting material to justify the purchase, and I’ll be checking out the next volume of this anthology.


ETA: Thirdly, [livejournal.com profile] slushmaster reviews "Sonnets Made of Wood", all the way back from the December 2004 issue of Realms of Fantasy, as part of his RoF Retrospectives project.


And in closing, the Dayjob Snack Update, Day Four: Portuguese custard tarts. Because I know you were interested. *g*
2008-10-06 07:21 pm
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Things I am confident are okay to post about my brand new dayjob.

It's completely awesome.

And there were cookies.

So to sum up: Leah's new dayjob, made of awesome and cookies.
2008-09-23 07:41 pm

Surprise Week Off!

I was going to take the afternoon off today, as the whole department at the Temp!Dayjob was heading out to a trade show and I really, really, had no work to do. But about half an hour before I planned to leave, my temp agent person called me and let me know that she'd inquired with HR about an end date for my contract. HR said: "well, we have this e-mail right here that says they're caught up, so how's today?"

And that, gentle readers, is how I got not only the afternoon but the next week and a half off work. *g* That being, all the time until the start date for PermanentAwesome!Job arrives (the sixth).

I have stocked the fridge, and I plan to cuddle intimately with my novel draft and my arts grant before a fireplace, atop a bearskin rug. There might be saxophones.

The bathroom will be cleaned.


The first afternoon of Surprise Week Off! was mostly spent inspecting every shoe store on all of Queen Street for shoes to wear to the sister's wedding (see previous bitching re: shoes). After a three-hour tour (heh), I went back and scooped up these. I think that'll be the highest heel I've ever owned, and I have to say my pocketbook, it is hurting, but they were actually the closest thing going to what I want that actually existed in a size that fit comfortably. I am content with my loot, mostly because I am not going through the torture that is shoe-shopping until at least the next calendar year. It's all skull boots and excessively priced wedge heels from here on out.

I think I will spend the first evening of Surprise Week Off! in cook-ahead. We can't have the kitchen losing its apocalypse rating, after all.

*goes to start up the rosemary white bean soup*

*barefoot*
2008-09-17 11:38 pm

Plenty

1) I got the job.

2) I got the grant.

2a) [livejournal.com profile] ksumnersmith also got the grant.

2b) The friends let me know I got the grant, having ascertained I hadn't been home or read my mail yet, by asking me out for dessert and springing it on me at the table. It was sort of like:

Karina: Here look!
Leah: Ooh yay you got the grant!
Karina: Read the second page.
Leah: *reads list of grant recipients. Sees own name. Slides down into chair and bursts into tears of shock*
Karina, Jana, and Chris: *laugh long and loud*

At which point we ate chocolate things and drank sangria.

2b) That means we just received grant money from a literary arts body for not one but two genre books. We did that just now. We got acknowledgment and support from the Canlit crowd.

Holy god.


Life is full. Life runneth over. I am still kinda stressed to hell over various things, change and responsibilities and sister's wedding next month, but...

Four literary professionals I don't know read the synopsis and first chapter of my book. And gave it money. Above is now produced with the support of the City of Toronto, through Toronto Arts Council.

Oh my god I'm a real writer.
2008-08-22 11:07 pm

Weekly Snip

August 22, 2008 Progress Notes:

Above

Pages today: 38.
Pages total: 169/264.

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
169 / 264
(64.0%)


Reason for stopping: It is muggy out and I was getting et by mosquitoes (who come to suck your blood, leave you there all alone, just skin and bone).

Munchies: Chocolate cake, iffy red wine.
Books in progress: Michael Moorcock, Behold the Man.
The glamour: Today was glamour central. I spent most of it hanging scarves on little hangers.


I was planning on tonight being an In Night (I have discovered that dayjobbing means there is no pleasure like the In Night, especially when your bathroom looks like mine right now) but I got a call involving forgotten keys and rescue around 8:30. So while I was out performing the rescuing, I decided to go to Just Desserts for cake and middling red wine and work on the book.

As is traditional, I bought the dessert and the book put out. :p

That isn't all tonight, though. About a dozen pages are from the bits and snatches I get done on the morning commute, if I deem myself awake enough to operate heavy machinery or revisions. I don't do as well on the subway, though; I can't let go of the time. So I might have to go over those pages again, or extra hard, when I put all this into the computer for the second draft.

The To Do List isn't hugely onerous this weekend. Or it's things that mean waiting, like...canning pears, say. I'm hoping for another 20 pages or so on Sunday.


Tangential to all this, tomorrow is my last shift at [livejournal.com profile] bakkaphoenix. Yes, this sucks. If you're inclined and local, drop by and keep company, because I'm already missing it.